Self Reflection

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While working on schedules for Hybrid model for the upcoming new academic school year, I get a WhatsApp message from my principal asking “Would you mind doing a reflection for the bulletin this week?” Here I was a little bit confused and thought we had to write what we usually write and asked if that’s what she meant. Clearly I was wrong and she replied back with “ Not your usual. A reflection of your year. What did you enjoy about virtual school and what did you learn about yourself as a leader?” I quickly replied back with absolutely NOT and I got a thank you back.  I lost all concentration on schedules and my mind started wondering about her two questions. I let it sink and thought about it a lot. I didn’t write anything down till the next day. I remember thinking about it before I fell asleep. 

Next morning I got to the office and started typing away…

What did I enjoy about Virtual School? 

  • Being able to pop into classes a lot more than usual and seeing all the shy students shine and participating.
  • Being present in ALL team meetings while discussing, planning and collaborating. (Something I rarely got to do pre-pandemic.)
  • I was able to be there a lot more for our ES staff when they needed me. IF not face to face then by phone or WhatsApp messages. 
  • Doing more actual AP work.
  • I was able to sit in a few curriculum meetings as I need to grow in that area. I understand a bit more but definitely still need work in that area. 

What did I learn as a leader?

  • Things will move on regardless of how each one feels.
  • PLANNING for the academic year sets you up for success.
  • Last minute changes will happen and THAT’S OK! No need to sweat over it
  • Patience is a virtue!
  • Learning to say NO to certain issues is OK!
  • Always expect the unexpected.
  • I don’t need to know all the answers at all times!
  • Plenty of mindfulness is needed during a pandemic and online screen time.
  • “ME” time is important for my sanity.
  • Don’t speak while you are upset, give it time to settle, gather your thoughts and then have that meeting or hard conversation.
  • Always have a backup plan.
  • You can’t please EVERYONE! And that’s PERFECTLY fine.  🙂
  • Stay calm and positive while presenting to my staff, many are watching and hearing how I convey the message and teachers feed off of my energy.
  • Being able to switch hats depending on who walks into my office.
  • I grew professionally, when I was pushed out of my comfort zone and put in an uncomfortable situation. I have my principal to thank for that!
  • Letting go of feelings and things that are beyond my control.

And the list goes on…

What’s your reflection over this crazy roller coaster year?

 

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